For ... years in my life, I never believed in love stories I've heard in fairy tales. It was as if perfect, yet so impossible. When I first saw you, I never expected you'd be that someone who will play a great part in my own fairytale. From then on, I believed that there's really someone out there for me. And you were indeed worth the wait.
You were the one who brought light into my world. The color that fills my dry and lonely days. You were the power deep within me which made me go through my life's journey. You are that angel in disguise who comforted me when I am down, offered your hand when I almost fell out of despair and the shoulder I would always feel in all my joys and sorrows. You were everything good to me and because of that, I became the best of who I am knowing I have you always in my side.
We both know the trials we've been through for the past years that we're together. And we know we survived all of those because of the love we have for each other. Our relationship was just so wonderful and perfect to just be broken by problems we know we can handle as long as we have each other. Now, I admit another trial is in store for us. I admit and I know I made a mistake and it really breaks my heart that you have to go through all this pain I've caused you. Yet I believe this is just one big trial for the two of us. I know it's not easy, we both cause each other pain - and I am greatly sorry :( . I wish I could collect the perfect words, put them in your hands and close your fingers around them so that you'll know how you truly mean to me and how sincerely sorry I am. I know I can do better, be the kind of person you deserve. And above all this, I know that this fairy tale of mine will have its own HAPPY ENDING.
I am wiling to forgive and forget all the pain I felt when you left me all alone. By now, the more I realized how much I really love you. I cannot imagine life lived without you. You’ve been a part of me and I know I’ve been a part of you, too. I would do everything and anything just to keep the relationship we once build wonderfully. I am willing to turn my world upside down, just you and me and no one else in between us. I wish and pray that you would let us start all over again. I would renew all things just for you and I’ll promise to make it all up to you.
I love you so much, and I am willing to keep our love alive.
Loving you,
...
--- Isn't so sweet? When I first read it, I can't believe she can wrote this kind of letter. I mean, she is not so expressive in terms of her deep feelings when we were together but this one really really touched my heart. The feeling is like, there's a current flowing in your body that totally dissolves you. hehe Honestly, I am speechless and I can't explain what I felt. I won't forget this one in my entire life, I promise ... :)
